THE TRADE

I heard,

I tried,

I failed.

She left,

I wept,

I drowned,

Frost crept.

Gave me an indecisive heart,

I nurtured it and watched it grow,

Gave you my essence.

I risked it all once again.

just to have my heart returned in shreds and honestly I'm not mad at you.

I'm just mad at myself for thinking you would come through for me.

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